Life is incredibly sad..

watch only when you're ready..

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... because you'd totally be heartbroken like a poor sheep.. myself.

Have you ever wondered what your parents talk about in the past?

Because it's totally different now not that the topic is totally different but the style of verbal conversation is different, now, they talk about bills, they talk about spectacles, they talk about, food, leather belts, work, money, 4D, fishing...My parents tease each other's dressing still.
i realize the older they get, the lesser they complain.
comparing the complains we make.. 2:100 not more not less..

I remember the exact words my daddy said to his son *imitates by speaking in hollow voice*

"I'm a good man, I want you to be a good man too.
Good girls are hard to come by and good girls have their character,
if they say no, means no. (haha, he meant sex.) You must respect that.....
.....Have i ever stop you from seeing any girl..i know you love her alot, but does she think the same dennis, what you are about to do is not a one or two years thing you know.. ......its a lifetime or not.
Comeon, i'm 50 already... im your father, you wanna talk, we sit, we talk.. ... " plom plom plom.. haha.

I dont know if you remember that, but it was a serious diarrhea time when my brother got emotionally crippled.. He almost got married to a wicked woman. My dad had to step in.

Dont you love drama.

Couples all over the world..
I remembered being single..
I clearly remembered being single.. i watched movies/dvds alone alot..
It was a good amount of time if you ask me.

However,
I was sad because i wanted to be loved because i kept watching love stories (dont laugh at me) and admired the things boys do and say to their gfs...
.. ..but just texting makes me happy.. I was easily pleased.
I don't complain much, because i had so many suitors I'm not telling you how many, you're not blind, hahahaha.. (We cheer and we lead ! We act like we're on heat! poooooot)

and i dated alot it was fun, no strings attach and no sex kind of fun..

but still i only wanted one which i didnt have and was so lucky i never had..
it made me darn independent, I was disgusted with myself, I could alllmost turn crook..
that might be interesting right chong, i saw your tits! meow.

while the people around me were attached to the ones that wasn't good for them..
i remembered crying with them, alot.. shitass time.
I remembered vera spending a couple of months going out with me alone..
I also remembered, she got poisoned by the devil as well.

i remembered hanging out alot with sandy and darren.. tennis almost every friday for awhile.. and movies together.. the things i do when i was single.. and it wasn't pathetic at all.

I remembered the best present i had when i turned 19, from chong, my art school crush..
Marcus francis tan.. He was a gift from chong.. haha. doesn't it make you high and happy.. this kinda things.. boys boys boys.. sometimes we waste too much on them.

I had a huge amount of pride.
I didn't care if everybody around me were attached..
I just waited. played around..piss ppl off.

being attached for almost 9 months now, priority reshuffled,
everyday is beautiful..
everything is beautiful.

yesterday ja roo roo aimlessly walked into 34 jln leban.. when i was in my mom's super chui clothings.. and my grandma was complaining to him about the neighbour constructions..I love it when he does things like that.. Makes me want to rape him. Sigh.






i decided that i'm gon play some real poker.. ..
and have buffet every hour with the old couple, for the next 48hrs itinerary,
its going to repeat itself unless i'm being able to reunite with the internet community.
That makes you guys lucky babeh..

Till then, wish me luck in the casino..

Ps to Bras Basah to Little India.. to Aliwah street.. On feet. * Turn one round and collapse.*

Its fun.. ..Sadisticallly.

This is the biggest costume shop i've ever seen, not that i've been to one before.. but butbut.. ehh

Damn fun you know..!

( I think you're gon ask me where this place is, its along aliwah st.. No.32.. have fun finding it.. )

But it's worth the hunt.. ..Expensive though, they've got ALOT of costumes.. like a costume supermarket..

can't believe i'll be cooking for 10pax.. tog with assistant sandi and dear lina.. .. *think J Oliver*
Alright... let's go let's go.. let's do it guys!

Danny came back just in time to plan Yulin's 21st. (: A surprise that was 1/2 spoilt by himself. The gang cant do surprises. At Candi Bar.. Alot of people balls!

I like that photo.. .. look at the matching colours.. =D =D he's one shade darker now. Poor thing.. lost in cards, as usual.. .. Then Ty..

Kh Char Ken

+ Amy Zq

..giving out presents to the guys

Amy caught me picking my toes. Kenny boy.

Forfeit again.. haha.. This one his Fav..

. Choo kayheng in the house yo..

..hearts all over the world tonight.. Yay cake!

Saturday.. Proj meeting.. Great theme! Im so excited.

Dinner at F&CO with the Clan , Flora, Sanam (Flora's Friend frm US as well), Chelsea and her friend, candice..pretty sure its candice.. haha.

At night.. Wanted to catch phobia.. they say its freakin scary bombelly.. Ended up at the white rabbit..

Convince Flora to order Blackforest Mojito.. She listened to me..=D=D=D

haha.. Tasted funny! Sorry mate. Lucky yours was on j.

Went to Bensandjerrys after tt, since its dempsey.. Amy and Ty finished a whole tub of s'mores.. omg. They're totally in love. haha.

Last night.. couldn't even get an answer... Tried to call...

But he won't pick my call... ...

Jlee went out the 2nd round to grab an item he intentionally forget to buy for his dad's supper.. Left sarah at home... alone.. the 2nd time, was 2 father's day long....so, i called. *ring ring*

no answer.

so i took off my shorts.. and masturbate.

haha.. fuck you.

..took off my shorts.. because my belt is annoying la...

....wouldnt be polite without him anyway..

i was clicking away..emails..research on stuffs.. then someone knocked on the door..
quite a fun sight.. was like, jumping up grabbing my shorts .. tug in my shirt.. make it seem i'm doing something very decent..wait, i AM doing something decent just without shorts on..but its same reaction you'd do if your mom caught you doing something kinky with your bf kind of thing lah.. you surely know one lah ah.. Dont act.
.. but it was almost 1am..mm...2nd knock..

open..

Jarrod holding two parcels. i was beaming approx the same frequency as he was..
we were genuinely thrilled with each other..

i knew about the white box, but the pink box was slightly unexpected..

Happy as a clam.

VS was ordered online from him, coach was brought over from US by danny, danny's back from US.. he picked it up from danny earlier..

I love the parcels.. they're so beautiful. Like sex and the city.. i feel like i borrowed someone else's life..

But most of all, i'm smiling even right now, not because its coach or vs or anything.. but its the effort of wanting to find out my size..knowing what i like..remembering the colours...a boy going online looking for girlie things.. keeping it from me... these things makes my hair stand more..cause he knows i dont ask for things like that.. ..i only ask for alot of patience, care, love, funtimes..not only to me but my friends and family which he has already given me from time to time..

I'm very blessed, thank you Jaword..(:

I'll try something for you guys, that i won't be able to wear out..

This is probably the nicest lingerie i've seen..the whole piece is embroided..
perfect for any girl..well maybe i don't shop for lingerie that much..

Sorry..Can't show ya'al the front lah ah.. ..

J says: (AM 01:51)
yea
J says: (AM 01:51)
smooch
J says: (AM 01:51)
but only when u are ready ok
Sarah says: (AM 01:51)
i dont wanna have sex in singapore.
Sarah says: (AM 01:52)
I mean.. first fuck.
J says: (AM 01:52)
smooch i understand
Sarah says: (AM 01:55)
really
Sarah says: (AM 01:55)
what do you understand
J says: (AM 01:56)
as in u want it to be special
Sarah says: (AM 01:56)
yes.
Sarah says: (AM 01:56)
Super.. i want it to be like a firework session
Sarah says: (AM 01:56)
hahhaha
Sarah says: (AM 01:57)
or all the electricity in the world got cut off a sudden
Sarah says: (AM 01:57)
something to remember.
J says: (AM 01:58)
lol ok
Sarah says: (AM 02:01)
reall?
Sarah says: (AM 02:02)
we can do that?
Sarah says: (AM 02:03)
what is the very first thing you would do after you fuck me.
J says: (AM 02:03)
hug you
J says: (AM 02:03)
and kiss u
Sarah says: (AM 02:06)
and say...?
J says: (AM 02:06)
i love u
Sarah says: (AM 02:06)
*teh* Wrong
Sarah says: (AM 02:06)
"it was the best fuck ever"
J says: (AM 02:06)
haha
J says: (AM 02:06)
baby...

PM Lee says minimum two babies.. imagine now if ppl are only still planning for first fuck with fireworks... hah

..the night i played poker and lost 10bucks. boo.

shopped, before poker at pacific bucks.. starbucks hotchoc the best. Right sandi?

Saturday night, i was clipping j's toe nails(very difficult to persuade him that i'm a good nail cutter but still (: ) but i was so upset i wanted to cry... I was clipping his first toe nail and my nail clipper snapped. Omg

Ripley's believe it or not.. .. what...the...

*sobs, my fav nail clipper.. then he complained that he;s damn hungry wanna eat prata..

was like NO! Drink water and sleep!

haha.. then purposely switched to nigeria.. or something..what's her name..

the cook show.ba zhe ... ser ye ... dao jin qu..

 sian zai bu pi gai wuo kai liao... hahah

haw haw.. He went downstairs and looked for his maid or mommy.Immediately got food.. ..damn spoilt leh.. 

It was his last day at work that night.. So he had a couple of beers with his boss and other two angmos.. .. 3 angmos = free flow of beer

Puked badly outsdie his place*

Explains the hunger.

Sunday. tennis at sandy's.. skills rusty for sure..

muffin is so cute.. MAAAAA FINNN... omg can slap it not. they have such lovable dogs.. All had dinner at ah hoon's..

As usual, first impression of my room. " omg " messy is sexy.

Oh well, that night we quarreled..over a picture. .. damn sian.

Changed my relationship on FB to non listed.. ..Sam say i childish.. ):hahah... ok lah! I childish loh.. then you all what? Mature ah?  real meh? real ah?

Got questioned by bf.. Quarrel quarrel, hug hug kiss kiss. back to 95% strength.WTF relationships.

Went home he went to check his FB.. so i thought he deleted my name.. I ran under the blanket and sulk.

J's like kept calling,

ignore ignore.. Ignore..

Came over..

"Why you like thiss?" "What is it?" "What is it?"  tickle me real hard i was angry but i was laughing..

FUCK! urghhh

" you change!!"

" I change? " " What did i change?" " What did i change?" x 1000 times "  the relationship thing? " " It was YOU.. Don't know who huh.. so naughty.. you took it off that's why they auto remove your name on my fb..."

..ok..but  mmmm,mmmurgh.....!!!!

Had dinner with mams and paps at country mana..eh sai..

They'v got good lambs.. Beef was ok..

had ice-cream with them, then ice cream again with j and his guys... bensandjerry makes you merry. Went over to harry's ... for soccer Ch  

Father Joseph ...

Mom's sister and mom.

Dad. omg.

HAHAHA. Very entertaining... *perlease.

ok enough enough..

HAHAHHAHA. Gross.

Imagine the names, Robert, Ernie, Jefferey..

This one Michael

Hers...

...

came..irritating Brother..

Ok fine, he's cute when he's young..cuter than me..

hang on,check out mother's airfro..

..........Anyways, I"MMM smarter...

and eweebady lurves me!

Sam, your panty dropping!! haa.

Sandy siao long nu..

Holy spirit kindergarden...

Tell you who i like..

fatty big eyes.. mm..my type.

Celebration of love, patience, trust, true companionship and tenacity through all given years..

" The man or woman you truly love will never grow old to you.
Through the wrinkles of time, through the bowed frame of years
You will always see the dear face and feel The warm heart union of your eternal love. "

I knew i'm gona tear while writing this because of how thin my dad is now,
and it shows how much time has past and i get a little emo.

...to the prettiest growing love i've ever seen.. ..its amazing and sometimes disgusting..
but i love you both very much because i can't help it.

Cheers.

Sam on youtube.

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"do you wanna go to prom with me?"

"there's a prom?"

"Watch prom night"

"okay."

"you dont enjoy my jokes.):"

" I wanna go to prom with you tonight."

=D=D

Then we met sandi and lina. Long story..I knew the people screaming were someone i knew..I knew it..

=D Yes popcorn and drinks on me next time.

 Always be my baby-David Cook has been playing on j's com for the past 30mins..

 J's using wan jie ling to wipe his floor..

"..Babe, Sing for me.. "

"...oo..Girl don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby.." ....*Mops the floor*

Just came back from town, i did Bwax at spa esprit strip .. after almost 6months.. and bloody hell hurts... She still had to use tweezers for some stubborn hair in the middle part. Strip kinda suck.. i thought it'd be good since so many stores already.. The white choc wax is suppose to reduce pain but it'sa LIE!

Honey pot's wax is pro...5 aggressive pulls only.. Strip? About 16..

End product still a beauty lar.

J's mad.. Christmas is 4 months away and he could't keep a secret.

I know what my presents are already.. omg.. all the way from US, cant believe you.

You are abit crazy over me JLee...

You will have yours in tokyo. (:  Yours Faithfully.

Ok everyone shut up sam will sing.

kovan's frogleg at 1am.. Kovan cooks some gd frogs yo.

She was so happy and highhhh man.. can ask J. hai so funny.

"how bout a round of applause.. ..."

Flying off.. Sam's virgin flyoff with no guardian around..and our first time taking Tigerair. Not that bad seriously..
I think the space is much bigger than other planes. I'm happy i didn't have any sickness to and fro..
Can consider tigerairing to perth..

Something i saw on the mag. haha.

One word, chui. haha.not the kid.

Yello vietnam.

Our velly kanchiong tourguide.

No more pho when we come home..

We went to the king's palace on day 1 and sam was ...

..estateeeek.. -_-

sarah calm her down..

Again...

hahaha.

anyway, a lil bit of the palace,

the king's personal theatre.... so cool.

The king and his family is living in another country right now. so weird but anyway..

this is depressing..

some sacrifices..religious act..
like excuse me, why you burn yourself???

Catholic church, strictly open to only their local catholics..

(:

We didn't see any cute guys..
i think Ho chin minh is cute

no wonder he's on the picture..goatee somemore..

vietnamese roll.. *nods..*Nods...

Sam wants me to take her lovely swan top..
Ok.. lets go lets go..

hahah.Hoi Que MO!

Only get to shop at night cause we're pretty tight in the afternoon..

Next morning off again.. ): So early.. crazy bees.

We went to the cu chi tunnel, damn impressed..

the war is such an ugly phase..

Look at the tiny entrance to the tunnel.. and they stayed there for years..

Not fun. Not fun..

I couldnt breathe in the tunnel.. and this is built for tourists, not even the real tunnel, the real one, is smaller..

Im damn happy i got a chance to use AK47.

there's alot more other guns but AK47 is like, all the boys always say..

haha.. sam took a shot. I took four.. badass fun.

Day 3, mekong river

Mommy's girls,must put insect repellent,

the horses are so cute.. they are just so cute.. and poorthing.

eat eat eat..

First company visited, Stockbroker..

2nd company, VSIP

vietnam singapore industrial park

3rd company,

Sam's Armpit plantation

okok..serious

real estate agent took us around this 6th avenue alike place.. where all the very nice houses and apartments, parks are...

Most of the korean/japanese rent these houses..

10 years later it will be an awesome location..

vietnam's paragon around that area..still developing..

the park nearby..

our bus driver,hero, oo.. twis somemore.. turn on.

3 hours before we fly off..

Fell in love with it when i saw it in the store.
6th month surprise gift from you knw who.
He was ,Actually indirectly insulting my 30bucks army bag.

(: andd...itsa wrap. awesome trip sista!

Astons with J 2 hrs after landing..

(: the last time i painted a guy's nails, he ran away.

Made jelly hearts on friday..not exactly hearts.. haha.

Daddy says it taste better than the ones i bought. eh want buy not?